feelings and impressions when being caught by heavy weather over vast wide open

 

part I


reaching wide open

beginning  
wriggling through the undergrowth......reaching wide open......can't find any loser


enjoying the impressive view to the full, behaving rather static, captivated, blocked

middle
dipping into the landscape......vocal part......jazz intermezzo......shockwave


feeling the power of wide open, diving round, starting to move around, rising dynamics, taste the breathtaking impression

finale
relishing dancing clouds......release......announcement of refrain whirling round......settlement of reaching wide open......jazz finale


enjoying the power which is simultaneously fading away, hard, determined, powerful dynamics, pulling into excess

part II


thunderstorm

beginning  
rising heavyness......announcement of saved......disturb intermezzo......heavy coming up......announcement of thunderstorm......dig your own grave......freedom


heavy, black, alternate rising of heavyness and releases, trying to recover the shining bright paradise, wide open has its own rules, equilibrium, preparing for a hard time

middle
thunderstorm......announcement of later themes......continental rain......flying bird


playful fight which more and more turns out to be a survival fight, lack of easiness

finale
chaos......announcement of turning the head round......refrain whirling round......getting pulled apart


fully developed thunderstorm with all its finesses, looking for a safe foothold, getting forced to the ground, defeated, trying to safe the last hair when loosing the rest, it feels like throughing a black tunnel

part III


lost in space

beginning  
completely lost......intermezzo......announcement of turning the head round


delirium, being completely run down, the storm is over, lost battle, heedfulness, trying to straighten up, the petrified view glides over the field, everything has suffered

middle
turning the head round......settlement of refrain whirling round......struggling again


tidying up, settlement of former themes, wiping the slate clean, answering for, trying to find a way out, managing to give new structure but being set right over and over again, hopelessness is spreading out and engulfes any courage

finale
saved......settlement of thunderstorm......settlement of flying bird......settled finale


realising the rules behind wide open, lost, releasing, touch of easyness and dreaminess, view on future hope, it is fair, you get as much as you need for living, nothing more, nothing less

 

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